So i’ve more or less been living like a zombie for the past however long.
Living without thinking, living on autopilot, focussing just on putting one foot in front of the other. Living only in the present moment and forgetting everything once the moment’s passed. Not thinking about the future or in long arcs. I guess this has to stop at some point, for that isn’t really living.
Life is starting to get interesting again; new things and people coming in and I find myself starting to be optimistic about it all. To facilitate this movement away from zombiehood and to kinda help ensure I don’t fall back into being a zombie, I thought I’d try starting a small project: once a week, to state something that
a) I am grateful for, or that had made me happy
b) I’m looking forward to in the coming week and
c) a goal for the coming week.
So, let’s start right away!
Grateful/happy: The very cool weather yesterday morning made me smile, made me relax, made me enjoy. Grateful for that nice spell in between all the stifling heat we’ve been having. Also grateful for friends whom I’m going out with later. :)
Looking forward to: Majorly looking forward to buying and learning the ukulele! :) :)
Goal for the coming week: Shall start with an easy one; to not be late for lessons next week. Was late so many times this week. How embarrassing.